hey hi i have a blog called only-about-him (i need a better url sigh) but it's basically the same exact premise as your blog and i thought that was neat and i just wanted to say hi and i like your blog and that's all. x
We were going back to school. I felt kind of upset about it, but I was so relaxed in band. I was getting my flute put together when he walked up behind me and laughed lightheartedly and smiled. We started talking. He told me he and Jill were still together and that she was going to be busy most of the year. I told him about Doc and how great things were going. It felt really nice to just talk like friends again. Then, he asked if I wanted to hang out after school and watch movies.
After school, he and Doc showed up. We settled into my couch to watch something. Doc got mad for some reason and stormed off. I told Austin I’d be right back while I went to go calm Doc down. While holding Doc, Austin texted me saying something like “I didn’t want this to go anywhere romantic. I’m sorry for trying, forget I said anything.” I felt betrayed and sad again. It was awful. It reminded me of awful things he’d said before, and I felt my heart breaking.
Even friendship was lost.
and then, on the way home from Red Lobster yesterday(omnomnom) dad says “Hey, there’s your buddy. The one who drives the silver volvo—he used to come over all the time.”
Austin. I didn’t even see him. That reminded me of a faraway feeling of loss…