Dear Austin

I feel like I’m almost completely over you.

How can this be?

Last night I was listening to “A Simple Life”— our song, and I realized that I’m not sad about you anymore.

Maybe a little… maybe it’s all still there, come to think of it, but it’s gone for now.

Washed away by someone new…

In fact, lately I’ve been… I’d almost say wondering why I ever liked you so much in the first place.

I guess I know the answer to that, but still.

I think you’re hateful and stupid, and someday soon you’ll realize it too.

You’ll see you chose the wrong girl.

Doc’s much better anyway. <3

Love,

Me

iguessistillmissyou

I’m really wondering if you’ve tainted me. Or if I even have a right to blame you…  I’ve strayed so far from my old values; it’s almost crazy.

It all started with you…

but I’m not sure if what I’m feeling is regret, or just wonder. Perhaps this isn’t a bad thing.

I just really want things to work with Doc. I really do.

I’m happy to say it isn’t you holding me back anymore; it’s me. But I guess I still wonder if maybe you’re the underlying factor behind all of this confusion…

I guess I still just wish you’d come back.

-Me

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and I know it. and I hate it.

I wish I could make you stay,

I wish you loved me

I’ve been thinking a lot about you today, but most of it’s kind of different than usual.

I really like Doc; that’s for sure. And I really am beginning to become suspicious on the fact that he may be better.

I still miss you, and I still compare you two sometimes, but I feel sort of at peace.

Still missing you, of course,

Mags

I finally stood up for myself. Aren’t you proud?

I’m so happy, but people keep dragging me down. I guess you can’t please them all.

Am I really as good of a person as you said I was?

Love,

Me