May 2012
23 posts
Dear Austin,
I feel like I’m almost completely over you.
How can this be?
Dear Austin,
Last night I was listening to “A Simple Life”— our song, and I realized that I’m not sad about you anymore.
Maybe a little… maybe it’s all still there, come to think of it, but it’s gone for now.
Washed away by someone new…
In fact, lately I’ve been… I’d almost say wondering why I ever liked you so much in the first place.
I guess I know the answer to that, but still.
I think you’re hateful...
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Dear Austin,
I’m really wondering if you’ve tainted me. Or if I even have a right to blame you… I’ve strayed so far from my old values; it’s almost crazy.
It all started with you…
but I’m not sure if what I’m feeling is regret, or just wonder. Perhaps this isn’t a bad thing.
I just really want things to work with Doc. I really do.
I’m happy to...
I'm slowly losing you.
x-my-life-in-pieces-x:
and I know it. and I hate it.
I wish I could make you stay,
I wish you loved me
Dear Austin,
I’ve been thinking a lot about you today, but most of it’s kind of different than usual.
I really like Doc; that’s for sure. And I really am beginning to become suspicious on the fact that he may be better.
I still miss you, and I still compare you two sometimes, but I feel sort of at peace.
Still missing you, of course,
Mags
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Dear Austin,
I finally stood up for myself. Aren’t you proud?
I’m so happy, but people keep dragging me down. I guess you can’t please them all.
Am I really as good of a person as you said I was?
Love,
Me
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Dear Austin,
I might have found someone better than you. I’m not completely sure yet.
What I am sure of are the following things:
1. I should have made this blog ages ago.
2. I love you.
3. Even with him in my life now, I’d still die for a text from you.
Love,
Me
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“She whispers while I’m sleeping
I love you when you smile
I didn’t...”
– Slowdive- Dagger